inside track to loserville

im watching reality bites. I love this movie. god. anyway.

so its sunday night. tomorrow is my mother's 50th birthday. I'm dissasatisfied with her gift. Perhaps I will go shopping tommorrow. I think she'll be dissapointed when there is nothing tomorrow until we take her out to dinner I guess. yeah im a terrible daughter/person. what are you going to do.

so i don't know what I'm going to do about this summer. i don't think they want me to work at the baby's room so i have no idea where I could work. i must work. ill go crazy if i don't work. i HAVE to make money.

yes i am winona ryder's character in this movie minus the ben stiller and ethan hawke being in love with me problem.

but i went to cafe tu tu tango on friday night with callie and hung out with some of shane's friends. and they were all nice enough. some of them worked at a prison? haha. yeah i dunno. who am i to be choosy?

spring break sucked. seriously 3 days straight in the dentist chair? then a 10 hour work day. then spent the whole day in the car. If i could trap time in a bottle. but please can tuesday morning never come. can i just live here on this couch watching reality bites in my pajamas for you know the next few months/years?

gas prices fucking suck.