but tomorrow there's cat power

the internet for my laptop hasn't worked in a few months, which is my reason for never doing anything ever again because the basement smells like dogpoop because my mom wants new carpet. I guess we all have our reasons.

for those of you who are lucky enough to not live here, you might not know what a miserable day today was. It was cold and rained really hard all day.

for those of you who were lucky enough not to talk to me today, you might not know what a miserable mood I was in because of the rain etc.

hey maybe I'll lose some weight, I really need to.
hey maybe I'll jump in my car, wait i need to get it fixed.
hey maybe I'll just get drunk on apple wine, yeah that sounds more like it.

But yeah I do need to lose some weight, well more like a substantial amount. But you know losing weight is probably hard. I should just stop eating, its the thing I do that requires the most energy and money anyway. It's a plan! I'll take all the money I used to spend on food, and invest in supplements, to take so I feel full, and never have to eat again. And then with the left over money I'll join a gym and I wont leave the hotbox or the machine that jiggles your fat until I look like a cadaver.

Speaking of cadavers, today when I was googling myself I found my tombstone. The "G" is kind of rubbed out, so it looks like a "C" which would be my full name.