and some good news

the lady finally called and told me I got my apartment. What a relief.

it's only money

so last weekend was fun. I was callie and jenna, et al.

Today was umm boring. Actually the last few months of work have been quite slow. But that's ok. My last day is Saturday, and I will miss the Baby's Room.

After assessing my financial situation I probably should get a job.

They are supposed to call me tomorrow with their decision about my apartment. If I don't get it I am going to crack some skulls because I'm supposed to move in a week and a half, and I have no back up apartment.

I'm really sad I wont be able to see Becky this weekend at Varsity show, but you know break a leg ho bag.

I need to start packing on thursday and do my weight in internet classes.

I'd like to live in the desert. Or in a hotel whichever. When I grow up I'm living alone, in the desert.

if you don't like the fiery furnaces, i don't like you.

and it's the truth.

That doesn't count for you, internet classes. Even if you were the duke of loving the fiery furnaces I would still detest you. You make me miserable, and I do not wish to be miserable.

So not a whole lot is going on. I'm trying to do these internet classes to no avail. I'm working on the whole apartment thing, which hopefully should become a sure thing very soon. And I go to work, which will soon be ending.

I gave up soda, I would say Coke, but I don't feel that would get my point across as well. This morning I drank coffee and I hadn't had any caffeine in so long that my hands were literally shaking all morning.

If there's such a thing as love.

jane fonda is on david letterman tonight. i love hot glue guns and the endless oppurtunity they present. I have to paint the table and all the chairs black as night.

I need to finish 10 lessons in April. 1 down 9 grueling heart breaking lessons to go.

I'm staring at the McAllister's family portrait. My eyes are about to shut. Don't give up.

thaattts my life

tonight as i wrote out my ridiculously big for what i make check to the government, after I fork over one quarter of my paycheck every week, I thought where does my money go?

In case you might be wondering too:

1. mostly to old people. yeah i guess that's cool.
2. to poor people, sick people, farmers. Yeah I got that.
3. military. no, i don't think so. let's cancel that. i mean not the whole thing obviously just the part I disagree with that should take care of a large portion of taxes.
4. paying off interest? I don't think so. Just like Oprah tells us, government you need to go on a debt diet. Here's all I'm saying less taxing me more cutting out the military.

So today has kind of not being the best thing ever. I faxed in my apartment application to that one in decatur, but everyone is being all are you sure? And I'm all yeah. And there all well are you really sure? I'm like fine why don't you shut the hell up.

here's a clip from the laverne and shirley to cheer both of us up.

you know policeman's discount-- 100%

dental hygenist: do you go to school?
me: no, i mean i will soon. the summer. I'm going back this summer.
dental hygenist: oh ok. Do you work?
me: yes.
dental hygenist: where?
me: a baby furniture store?
d.h.: did you take the day off to come here?
me: no, its my day off
d.h.: oh, I have to take the day off to go the gynecologist every 6 months. My day off is Friday, and sure enough the doctor only works Monday through Thursday. Ok, so when do you want to make your next appointment?
me: friday.

I went to look at that apartment next to agnes today. Yeah it was fine. But I was just thinking about it, and there was no pantry. That's disconcerting. Don't you need a pantry? I need to look around a little more, but that would work. Then I went to Ikea, but I don't know it had lost a little of the magic today for some reason.

But no cavities, that's a plus.